Today is fathers day in England . I know in my heart that you would have loved me and wished me a happy fathers day if you had been able to . So I think it is alright for me to say thank you to you and tell you that you are loved and missed by me and all your family . I think of you every day especially when I see your mother . Your half sister and brother are both children you would be proud of . I promise to make James aware of your short life and his half sister as soon as he is old enough to understand . Sleep well my little Angel you are loved very much and missed greatly xxx